Pragmatic Ideologist

kesa no NYUUSU boku wo BAKA ni shite erasouna katagaki to kenri to iu na no buki muzukashisou na kotoba narabeten da atama ii no? BAKA ni demo wakaru you ni kotoba narabete yo riron to iu na no tate kasa ni shite itsumo koe todokanai kinou ni BAIBAI wo shite mata kyou ga hajimaru koro PAPA ha MAMA no ue ni nokatte BAKA mitai ni koshi wo furutte netafuri bouya wa keitai de ikibasagashiteru douyara koko mo boku no ibasho ha nai nai na AHO mitai ni utsuru kagami no naka no hito wa dare da? kodoku ronri yuraida banshou to saigishin ni mushibamareta kokoro sousa boku datte itsudatte zenryoku dashiten da 'urusee' kuchi wo dasuna otonashiku shakai ni juujun shiro mata nemuru boku wo tataite erasou ni azawaraun da mawari mo minna teki ni natte isseishageki BAKA ni surun da atama ii no? AHO ni demo wakaru you ni kotoba erande yo michi wo shimesu hito nandaro? nara boku ni asu wo oshiete kaikan bakka motome tatte ningen da mono iin jane? mukishitsu na boku ga waratta kuuki no you na sonzai desu itemo inakutemo onaji you desu kanashii na boku ga inai ya kodoku ronri yuraida banshou to saigishin ni mushibamareta kokoro kioku ronri aimai na genshou wo kako ga ii na bika suru uso datte sa boku wa itsudatte HIIRO de minna no chuushin de maa zenbu uso dakedo ii janai ka yume no naka kurai wa

Today's news made a fool of me, with 'important' headlines and the weapon called 'privilege' Difficult words line up next to each other You think you're smart? Arrange your words so that even idiots can understand Under my shield of theories, I can never hear what they say After saying 'bye-bye' to yesterday, it's about that time today Papa looks so stupid when he's moving around on top of Mama A boy pretending to be asleep is using his phone to look for somewhere to go Apparently, I've got nowhere to go either Who is the fool reflected in the mirror? My heart is tainted with suspicion by the lonely logic in everything around me That's right; I'm always trying my hardest 'Shut up.' Don't run your mouth Grow up and make yourself useful Even when I'm asleep they're still at it, sneering and laughing Everyone around me is an enemy, their volley of insults making a fool of me You think you're smart? Choose your words so that even fools can understand Can't anyone out there guide me? And if so, tell me what lays ahead? Isn't it great being someone who just wants to find pleasure? I smirk mirthlessly at the thought I'm like air; I'm here and yet I'm not It's so sad... that I don't really exist at all My heart is tainted with suspicion by the lonely logic in everything around me Through the wonders of fuzzy logic and memories, I craft the past into a beautiful lie Cause you see, I'm always a hero in everyone's hearts Well that's really a lie but it's just a dream so it should be okay, right?

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