Harujion

Niji wo tsukutteta Te wo nobashitara kietetta Buriki no shouro wo burasagete Tachitsukushita hirusagari Namae ga atta naa Shirokute se no takai hana Shikai no hazure de Wasurerareta you ni saiteta Iroasete kasunde iku Kioku no naka Tada hitotsu omoidaseru Wasurerareta mama no hana Itsu datta kke naa Kizu wo nurashita ano hi mo Nijinda keshiki no naka de Nijimazu ni yureteta Itsu datta kke naa Jibun ni uso wo tsuita hi mo Tadashii rizumu Kaze to utau you ni yureteta Itsu no hi mo futo kizukeba Boku no sugu soba de Donna toki mo shiroi mama yureteta Dare no tame? Nan no tame? Ikite iku imi wo nakushita toki Jibun no kachi wo wasureta toki Hora mieru yureru shiroi hana Tada hitotsu omoidaseru Oreru koto naku yureru Niji wo tsukutteta Ichido furete mitakatta Otona ni nattara Hana de waraitobasu yume to kibou Tokoro ga bokura wa Kizukazu ni kurikaeshiteru Otona ni nattemo niji wo tsukutte wa Te wo nobasu Ikutsumo no keshiki wo toorisugita Hito ni tou Kimi wo ima ugokasu mono wa nani? Sono iro wa? Sono ichi wa? Yume nara dokoka ni otoshite kita Kibou to haruka na kyori wo oita Hora ima mo yureru shiroi hana Boku wa kizukanakatta Iro mo ichi mo shitte ita Niji wo tsukutteta Itsu shika hana wa karete ita Shikai ni aru no wa Kazoe kirenai mizutamari dake Daiji na nanika ga Oto mo tatezu ni kareteta Buriki no jouro ga namida de michitetta Mada Niji wo tsukutteru Sugaru you ni kurikaeshiteru Furerarenai tte koto mo shirinagara Te wo nobasu Namae ga atta naa Shirokute se no takai hana Karete wakatta yo Are wa boku no tame saiteta Kizuku no ga osokute Unadareta boku no me ga Toraeta no wa mizutamari no naka no Chiisana me atarashii me Ikite iku imi wo mata deaeta Jibun no kachi ga ima umareta Karetemo karenai hana ga saku Boku no naka ni fukaku ne wo haru Hora koko ni yureru shiroi hana Boku wa kizukanakatta Wasurerarete ita namae Boku no naka de yureru nara Oreru koto naku yureru Yuruginai shinnen darou

I made a rainbow But when I reached out my hands, it disappeared I stood with a tin watering can hanging from my fingers In the late afternoon It had a name That tall, white flower It bloomed as if forgotten Outside my field of vision It's fading, growing misty In my memories The one thing I can remember Is that still-forgotten flower When was it? The day I wet my wounds It swayed clearly As the rest of the scenery blurred When was it? The day I lied to myself It swayed rhythmically As if singing with the wind One day I realized It was right beside me Always white and swaying For whom? Why? When I've lost my reason for living When I've forgotten my own worth Look. I can see a white flower swaying The one thing I can remember Is how it sways without breaking I made a rainbow I wanted to touch it just once When I grew up I laughed off my hopes and dreams But the thing is Without realizing it, I kept doing it over and over Even grown up, I make a rainbow And reach out my hand I ask someone Who's passed through so much scenery What makes you move now? What color is it? Where is it? I dropped my dreams somewhere And left my hopes far, far behind Look, that white flower is still swaying I just hadn't noticed But I knew its color and location I made a rainbow Before I knew it, the flower withered All I can see now Is endless puddles of water Something important Died without a sound The tin watering can is filled with tears I'm making a rainbow Again Clinging to it over and over Even knowing I can't touch it I still reach out It had a name That tall, white flower After it withered, I realized It had bloomed for me I realized too late I hung my head And in a puddle caught sight Of a tiny sprout, a new sprout I once again found my reason for living Now my self-worth was born A flower blooms, one that withers but never dies It puts down its roots deep within me Look, there's a white flower swaying here I hadn't noticed I'd forgotten its name If it sways within me It sways without breaking An unbreakable conviction