Waltz of Anomalies

Nanimo ki ni shitenai you na kao de watashi ga tada warau kara tte Ano hi no koto o zenbu nanimokamo wasureta to demo omotteru no Kizu o tsukeru hou wa sugu ni wasurete mo Kirareta hou wa zutto wasurenai Soshite itsuka atama ni kogetsuite kuroku yodonda mizu wa tamatteku Tatoeba kimi ga nozomu nara watashi o subete kaitai shite agemashou Ude mo ashi mo kami mo shita mo mune mo mimi mo hana mo yubi mo Kokoro sae mo subete nokorazu Dakedo watashi ga kono yo de ichiban nani yori mo hoshikatta mono dake wa Kimi no tatta hitokoto de konagona ni kudakechitte hai ni natta Watashi wa sore shika iranai no Saa Odorimashou yoake made tsukarehatete nemuru made Douse kono kokoro wa kimi ni wa nani hitotsu todokanai Ai ga hoshikute aisowarai yume ga mitakute fuminshou Betsu ni nanimo kanashiku wa nai yo Nee sou desho "Moshimo kono yo ni ikiteiru ningen ni wa ni-shurui iru toshite, Hitsuyou na hito to sou janai hito ni wakerareteiru to shitara, Watashi wa zensha de aru jishin ga mou kagirinai zero ni chikai node, Semete tada hitori dake ni hitsuyou to sareru hito de arou to shita." Sore sura umaku ikanai mama Sou Kurikaeshi kurikaeshi nando mo kakinaoshite Mohaya guchagucha de mechakucha de miru no mo iyake ga sasu Sore demo kono kokoro o hikizutte aruiteiku Kawari nado doko ni mo inai yo Nee sou desho Nante zankoku na sekai deshou Daremo ga shiawase o motome Mujun darake no warutsu o Itsumademo odotteyuku Saa Odorimashou yoake made tsukarehatete nemuru made Douse kono kokoro wa kimi ni wa nani hitotsu todokanai Ai ga hoshikute aisowarai yume ga mitakute fuminshou Betsu ni nanimo kanashiku wa nai yo Nano ni naze ka namida ga deru yo Nee oshiete

Just because I just laugh, looking like I don't care at all, Do you think that means I've forgotten all about that day? Even though the wounder promptly forgets, The ones who are wounded never can, And it sticks in their heads, and builds up with dark, stagnant water... If you want it, then certainly I'll dismantle myself for you; Arms, legs, hair, tongue, chest, ears, nose, fingers, Not even leaving behind my heart... But there's one thing in this world which I desired above all else: For you to shatter me to ashes with a few mere words... That's the only thing I need... So now, Let us dance until the dawn, until we sleep exhausted, Even if not a part of my heart can come through to you Smiling insincere in want of love, sleepless yet wanting to dream No, there's nothing sad about it... Right? Isn't that right? "If the people of the world were divided into two kinds, If we consider the people who are needed and those who aren't, I have nigh-zero confidence that I would be the former... So I at least tried to ensure I was needed by someone." And I can't expect anything else to go very well... Yes, Over and over again, I've rewritten my message countless times; Already so messy and absurd, I'm sick of just looking at it But still I walk, dragging my heart along, For there's nothing anywhere that can substitute... Right? Isn't that right? It's such a cruel world, isn't it? Everyone seeks out happiness, Forever and ever dancing A waltz riddled with anomalies... So now, Let us dance until the dawn, until we sleep exhausted, Even if not a part of my heart can come through to you Smiling insincere in want of love, sleepless yet wanting to dream No, there's nothing sad about it... And yet why am I crying? Please, tell me...